Graduation date is slowly approaching and I feel quite numb about it. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to think. All I could think about is all the stressful events I am currently surrounded by.

Why would someone ever let this situation get to them? Well I am quite an over-thinker that will not stop until the problem is resolved.

My life is full of undecided regrets at the moment, so I don't think I can form any trustful advises and such when I can't even give myself one.

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I GOT NEW HAMSTERS!! THIS IS THE FIRST TIME!

We went to Petsmart to get new pets, and since I couldn't get a new dog, I just went for the small pets. I named one of them Chubby and my brother named one of them Snowy. I still don't get why he named one of them snowy since both of them are brown.

I'll probably post photos and videos of those two next time. As of the moment, Snowy is just on her wheel running and causing ruckus in my room.

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I loathe the fact that people seem to get a kick out of calling Taylor Swift a 'slut'. The One Direction fans--especially the Harry fandom-- are the most ignorant and rude people in the entire entertainment industry. Sure they support Harry tremendously, but when it comes to the people he dates they turn into vapid sharks calling them horrendous names for no justifiable reason. Their jealousy drives these people crazy. Most of the fans are women but the ironic thing is... most of them are great feminist but they still call other women--whomever Harry date--a slut.

Slut-shaming is not okay. Taylor Swift may have dated a lot of guys but that does not constitute as a 'slutty' act. At least she had a relationship with them. Taylor does not deserve their atrocious words that are hurtful. Another ironic thing is that most of these people (fans from tumblr) support groups that advocate anti-bullying, but aren't they bullying Taylor too? No matter the circumstance, if your words are intended to hurt a person or insults a person that is considered to be bullying.

These types of people make me want to burn the entire world and just die.

Anyways, my mom bought me shoes that I didn't like.

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So today was a bad day. I just perfect in my first Biology 12 quiz but the report cards came. I got high marks in Math and Sciences but then my English mark dampened my day. I got 79%. 79%. 7. 9. %.

Camille does not get 79%--well except when I was in grade 8; I was just trying to be comfortable to the new educational system here and all the classes were too advanced for me, but I was able to pull through. I just thought that by being able to write about what I feel about this situation will lessen my stress.

First of all, I feel like I'm going to die. I am panicking inside, like seriously panicking. Series of 'what ifs' plague my mind. What if I don't get into the university I desire to be in? What if I don't get accepted to any of the universities I applied to? Regrets are the worst thoughts that can possible fill your head; it's not healthy because it fills your mind and corrupts it.

Although I feel kind of relieved that my other academic marks are really high. In all, I have 90% average even if I have that one low (mid?) B in my transcript. In my transcript, there are only 2 B's and hopefully I still will get accepted to at least one university so that I can go somewhere somehow.

Well, I kind of feel better now. I just need to take a bath to get rid of these thoughts and just relax.

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Today started okay. I went to school wearing my Grad Sweater because I thought my friend was wearing it the same as me -- just a show of solidarity among the graduating grade. However, she told me that her sweater had a hole in it since she got it, so she wasn't able to wear it. It was okay though. And then second block came, I skipped my class because I am still waiting for that study bloc I applied for; It's taking forever. I spent it doing my Biology homework and socializing with a couple of friends. Third block was horrible. We had this test and this one question from the written part got me so stuck and I just want to kill myself because I don't know if I got the question right or not. Fourth block was boring as hell.

And I'm still worrying about that friendship photo I was supposed to do with my friends. They told me it's on wednesday (the day I have work) and now I'm planning a good lie to get off of work. Hopefully my alibi is good enough.

I also met this one filipina chick that went to my house before. She's talented but I thought she was down-to-earth but then I saw her facebook and she's not. She's quite slutty to be honest.

Anyways, this was a great day! I'm probably going to post pictures later of I don't know.

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This is just a mundane post introducing myself to blogspot. The main reason why I made this, since I am already addicted to tumblr, is to post my personal photos of my outfits. I would normally shy away but then I saw one of my school mates doing it. So I thought I would give it a try.

First of all, I love photography. I would likely post some of my old photographs here if I can. I love vintage style. I love thrift store--I know how disgusting those place can be, however some clothes are actually nice to wear, as long as you wash it really well.

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